| Loss of another kind |
[Nov. 13th, 2023|10:29 am] |
Fucked up that I can't even tell someone I considered my best friend for half my life that my mom is gone.
I don't know if I could ever believe they'd be sincere. They always "struggled with empathy," and for once I need this to be about me. If I got a lukewarm response or they tried to make this about themselves, I think I'd lose my mind.
I miss my friend, but at this point I think that person maybe never existed at all.
I just wish they'd ever been the person I thought they were. |
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